Omg i haven't updated my blog for a year already. So many things has changed since the last post. In early June 2017 I got an offer letter to go for an interview at UiTM law school which had me shook, because I always thought I was going to UUM for my legal studies. I put UiTM in my first choice because I thought nehhh probably not going to get that spot but bihhhh life proved me wrong hahah. Survived through the interview and here I am, already done with my second semester. It's quite tough, went through depression in my first semester, wanting to die everyday, questioned my self-worth and credibility, am I smart enough to be here, am I brave enough to face this for 4 years, something like that. It changed after the semester ends, in second semester I met a counselor, talked about it. I finally got control over my depression. It might come back when things get worse. I don't know.
I can't believe that my dreams to enter law school has finally come true. My main dream since I was 16. I always thought I wasn't going to be able to make it but what's meant to be will be.
Also, if any of you have read my previous post saying that I'm okay with not being in a relationship or whatever, my views have changed, can somebody love me now because this sis gets really lonely sometimes, especially when I have to take Grab to go places and pay for it. Damn, boys with cars are so hot :(
Anyway, for these past few years of ups and downs there is only one thing that I can say to myself: No matter how shitty life gets, just go through with it. You have no other choice but to go through with it. That's what going to make you tough and appreciate life more. It's only gonna get worse before it becomes better.
